August 2011
2 posts
i like this story.
it’s not a fairy tale love. although that’s not a problem for me considering i’m not a hopeless romantic, like yourself. i didn’t know what to expect once we started. something new, something exciting perhaps? it’s hard to say what i was expecting. i had no idea what i was getting myself into.
i’m watching the notebook, the perfect love story. there are so...
i’m not letting go; we’re still holding on.
July 2011
3 posts
waiting.
“now everyday, there’s something more worth fighting for”
taking risks.
it’s hard to hear things that you don’t want to hear, know things you don’t want to know, and experience things that you wished you never would. it’s hard to live a life that’s hard, complicated, and tough. it’s hard being in love. but does that mean that we won’t ever do it? just because you don’t want to hear something, doesn’t mean that you...
June 2011
4 posts
156.
keeping tabs on katherine has allowed me to stumble across an interesting tumblr. and i want you to look at it. “therulesofagentleman.tumblr.com”
there are exactly 226 rules on that that a man should follow that would make a girl weak at her knees. i know you expect this from me, but i counted how many of those rules i think that you actually follow. needless to say “good...
i can't help myself.
hey steven, i know looks can be deceiving but i know i saw a light in you and as we walked we were talking i didn’t say half the things i wanted to of all the girls tossing rocks at your window i’ll be the one waiting there even when it’s cold hey steven, boy, you might have me believing i don’t always have to be alone ‘cause i can’t help it if you look like an...
i promise.
i can't wait.
“cause i can’t wait to live this life together and I won’t let you go. i need you to know that you are my heart, forever and on and on and on.”
so i went to the movie bridesmaids tonight with my friends and obviously it was about a woman getting married. and why does this always make me think of you? probably because i can’t wait to marry you. i keep thinking over...
a love like this.
ya know, it actually hurts right now. not the migraine pulsing through my head, also not the hunger pains due to the fact that i haven’t eaten in twenty-four hours; but it hurts me to know that i have to go so many days without seeing you.
seeing quin again brought up feelings in me that i barely remembered i could feel. but do you know what? those feelings were about you. truth be told,...
May 2011
5 posts
reunited and it feels so good.
it’s been a week since i’ve written in this blog, and do you remember why? because i got to see you last week!!
it was so amazing seeing you again. i forgot how wonderful your kiss was, how sensitive i was to your touch, and how safe i felt within your arms. we spent the greatest three days together, vegging on the couch and just messing around. i don’t think i could have...
she loves you.
so i am currently sitting on a beach chair by the pool in 90 degree weather on the most beautiful day i can remember. so…why am i unhappy? could it be the sunburn that courses down my legs and back? could it be the current hunger pains shooting in my stomach? or is it another kind of pain, a love pain, perhaps i’m lovesick. yep, i’m going to stick with that.
florida has been one...
the first time.
do you remember the first time you saw me? the first time we locked eyes? the first time you spoke to me? the first time we touched? the first time we hung out? the first time we kissed? the first make out session? the first time you unhooked my bra? the first time you saw me naked? the first time we shared ‘i love you’? the first time we got in a fight? the first time i made you cry?...
week one.
i’m making another one. but this one will only last three months.
we’ve been away from each other for exactly a week now and it feels like it has been the hardest week of my entire life. our first summer together; eight months into our relationship. i didn’t know if we were ready for this. but this is the best thing that could have happened to us because now i know how much i...